a message for me,i guess...^^

please tell me, time...

have you ever heard this quote?
"everything has been figured out, except how to live."
i forget who said this, but i do think that maybe we should be taught about how to live...especially about how we doing our things in present without dwell on our past.
i know maybe it sounds lame, but really, i cant help to thought and wondered about my past like, anytime!
i know, i know, it's the past. it's unchangeable. and all you gotta do is move on. yes, been heard about that too.
but how we know if the past is unchangeable or not?how can we be so sure about that?what if we can change the end of our story?isn't our story is still transpires until now?
and how come we really move on from someone that we loved?how can we lose our feelings just like that?what if the feeling, instead of fade away, remains grow and grow everyday?
am i stupid or retarded to have this feeling grow?am i different from anyone else?
fuh, maybe the cliche answer or the only one answer about my questions is..TIME. time will tell. time always tell. i just have to wait, haven't i?

well..

people say that everything happens for a reason.
i see.
he gave me love and then take it away.
he denied my love.
and i have to hide my feelings for him.
i believe there's a reason.
i believe he's a man of his words.
but no. no, he's not.
the love that supposed to be strengthening me..is weakening me..
and part of me has been killed inside.

i would never be the same again.

philosophical night :)

the contradictory in the world

nothing is really black..yet nothing is really white..

nothing is born perfect..yet nothing is die perfect..

nothing has not been written..yet nothing is revealed before it happens..

nothing is too simple..yet nothing is too complicated..

nothing is impossible..yet nothing is certain..

but your contradiction makes you even better as home for millions..:)